if and when (ft. Wiki)

I get drunk
 (Get drunk)
 I get high
 (So high)
 Not a thought in my mind
 Each day could be
 The last I see
 Head aint straight bed aint made aint got head in days
 But never threw in the mic if it was handed had to do what was right
 Even if I'm getting booed tonight i'm getting booed tonight
 I'm with my crew tonight
 Even just me and Sammy with my crew tonight
 I got a life to live say it like I had a wife and kids
 And I don't but I won't if this how my life persists
 I got to wipe them prints got to move on let go of the life I lived
 I've got a bone to pick I got a zone to get into
 Gotta let me hone this shit
 If and when I get my shit together find my center
 Get in my prime
 Only time could tell ya
 If and when or will this be me till the bitter end
 As the gods cry rise my umbrella
 Well I prayed for rain stayed my self shit dont stay the same
 If and when I make a change stake a claim
 If and when I and I won't know till that change is made
 Shit i'll try anything to take away the pain
 Apologetic or not
 If you got it I get it
 If not I got it
 Get out the spot
 Dip
 You could talk your shit
 But shit always gotta give the credit to Akh
 Salt and pepper with the ketchup on top
 For those days that was the only thing my ass would get up and cop
 It was bacon egg and cheese or bacon lettuce with the cheddar and pop
 Soda on the side but shorty always tryna make eat better and stop
 All of the drinkin' what is she thinkin
 Really whats better than shots
 Until you get up your head in a knot
 No bread in your pocket shit
 In bed with a bop
 Or on the A on the last stop out in Far Rock
 Wake up face covered in snot and the place all covered with cops
 Yeah that's a ticket now that's on top
 Of all the bridges you burnt when you was all sauced
 All of the friends lost all of the ends gone
 Uh uh
 But Payed the cost to be the boss
 Payed the cost to be the don
 Who you?
 Yeah me motherfucker the one with no teeth motherfucker
 You gonna see
 Told the homies growth is key lock it down throw the key
 On these sucker MCs word to mother every word I mutter tryna seize
 A single moment and how it seems a single breeze
 The birds and the bees
 Here and now you heard it from me
 Which version of me do I need
 And which is a burden to be
 Shit we gonna certainly see
 If and when I get my shit together find my center
 Get in my prime
 Only time could tell ya
 If and when or will this be me till the bitter end
 As the gods cry rise my umbrella
 Well I prayed for rain stayed my self shit dont stay the same
 If and when I make a change stake a claim
 If and when I and I won't know till that change is made
 Shit i'll try anything to take away the pain
 Let it be, bad bitch
 Chemistry, I have this
 But savage
 Rather chemically imbalanced
 Shit might ruin a life
 Shit I ruined mine twice
 Left it in ruins
 Any advice
 Cause I aint doing shit right