Pretty Near the Bottom

Try it on for size
 I'm wearing thin
 Oh no
 Won't make it through the night
 I borrow time
 Permanently not OK
 Oh no
 Not alright
 Ecstatic expressions
 Fading out
 Manic depression
 Take me now
 I'm burdened with guilt as all that I've built
 Comes tumbling down
 And I'm pretty near the bottom of it all
 Crackling
 My mind estranged
 Oh no one knows who I am
 Ecstatic expressions
 Fading out
 Manic depression
 Take me now
 I'm dancing on the border
 Dancing on the border
 And I'm pretty near the bottom of it all
 Yeah I'm pretty near the bottom of it all
 Maybe it's time I cut with what has been
 Oh lately I've found myself angry with everything
 I wake up at night feeling like I am lost, I am spent
 Oh baby I'll never be what I was again