Colorblind

Breathe in
 Run fingers over scarred skin
 Let the guilt rain down all over me
 Try to justify my hypocrisy
 And breathe out
 Watch the words as they fall from your mouth
 They sound pretty sharp, and they probably sting
 About how I've been distant lately
 It's quiet now and you're waiting on me
 Could you repeat yourself? I wasn't listening
 Save yourself, I'm not worth the time
 This failure is built deep into my design
 Is there something wrong with me?
 This doubt is deafening
 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind
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 Find a reason
 Is it the change of season?
 Maybe it's just a color I can't see
 Or maybe it's not meant for me
 Is it all of the above?
 See, that's the funny thing about love
 It's never been a friend to me, just an artificial enemy
 I've known its face but only watched it leave
 Save yourself, I'm not worth the time
 This failure is built deep into my design
 Is there something wrong with me?
 This doubt is deafening
 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind
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 And this complacency just seems to get the best of me
 As I wander aimlessly back to everything I left behind
 A new face, a different story, the same mess of me
 And I never learn my lesson 'cause I'm blind
 Save yourself, I'm not worth the time
 This failure is built deep into my design
 Is there something wrong with me?
 This doubt is deafening
 'Cause you were gold but I'm colorblind