Retcon

I don't know where this could lead me to
 I tore my heart
 There's nothing more that I can do
 I'm too tired to sleep
 Too aware to wake or live this dream
 Where nothing I say is quite what I mean
 And I was huge or in-between something I knew or so it seemed
 I was you and you were
 Can't you help me?
 I am not the one you're looking for, but there are wheels in the sky
 I'm not trying to invoke my father's name nor anyone's name I know
 Can't you help me?
 I am not the one you're looking for, but there are wheels in the sky
 I'm not trying to invoke my father's name nor anyone's name I know