Just to Feel Alive

I broke my back trying to fight this.
 I will break my own heart
 (?)
 Home I will go,
 Alone I will be,
 That's the life for me.
 Oh yeah,
 that's the life for me.
 I think I do, but I don't.
 Oh, and
 He thinks he will, but he wont.
 Maybe he'll paint me.
 Maybe I will write for him,
 and maybe we might...
 oh yeah,
 maybe we might.
 How many call themselves lovers,
 When really, they're creatures of the night?
 Ohh, and I only do this
 In my selfish skin
 Just to feel alive.
 Oh yeah,
 Just to feel alive.
 Oh and I went home with a winner
 Oh and he went home with (?)
 Wrapped himself around me
 I nearly died
 That's the life for me
 Oh yeah,
 That's the life for me.
 How many call themselves lovers,
 When really, they're creatures of the night?
 Ohh, and I only do this
 In my selfish skin
 Just to feel alive.
 Oh yeah,
 Just to feel alive.
 Oh yeah, just to feel alive.
 Oh yeah, just to feel alive.