Hills

You got me feeling my ground so deep
 Rooted by your sound, it's so steep
 You tried to hold grip on me
 We're tumbling down on the hills of lost and found
 I got your mud on my face
 The dirt flourished with every sun ray
 You're speaking to my subconscious and my pain
 Like holy water touching your sins
 I pushed the night away
 Some days, I kicked in my feelings
 Yeah, I'm dealing with it
 On my bare knees got you feeding
 Your ego bleeding
 I got you loving love that wasn't for us
 I might clench you even harder when
 You push me to be free
 Said love was never easy
 But it's harder when it's with me
 I miss the flowers you gave to me
 When you left me for your needs
 I used to crawl upon your lap
 So, I could feel the love I've never had
 I trust my God and my faith
 Was drowned in the ocean of your blame
 You're speaking to my subconscious and my pain
 Like holy water touching your sins
 I pushed the night away
 Some days, I kicked in my feelings
 Yeah, I'm dealing with it
 On my bare knees got you feeding
 Your ego bleeding
 I got you loving love that wasn't for us
 I might clench you even harder when
 You push me to be free
 Said love was never easy
 But it's harder when it's with me