Tore Up Over You

We messed up, been around
 We came up, held it down
 We straight up, no one can say I ain't stay around
 No games played, don't play around
 And I was there, don't fuck around, you know I know
 I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
 I ain't supposed to let you know I'm hurting
 I'm tryna keep my problems to myself, oh
 But I still pop one to feel a little better
 About looking in the mirror
 I still pour up to make it all easier
 I still light up to get a little higher
 To get out of my feelings
 I'm still tore up, and I don't want to OD on you
 I lost me when I found you
 Dried me while I drowned you
 I'm lowkey, too high to remind you
 That I was your eyes from behind you, I got you
 I ain't supposed to tell you I still love you
 But I just gotta tell you I been hurting
 And I can't keep these problems to myself, oh
 I still pop one to feel a little better
 About looking in the mirror
 I still pour up to make it all easier
 I still light up to get a little higher
 To get out of my feelings
 I'm still tore up, and I don't want to OD on you
 (But I still pop one)