FELT

Its like im
 So sick that I caught myself
 Running from my purpose
 Alone was a call for help
 When nobody picked the phone up
 I had to feel how it felt
 In the moment I was broken
 But realness always prevails
 So I
 Kept pushing to express my feels
 Negative energy clearing out of my field
 And the love of my family fortified my shield
 Even my worst enemy praying that I heal
 Now
 Right here face to face with my fears
 Thought they would leave me after all these years
 They aint wanna believe it when I picked a career
 But now I feel them releasing when I shed my tears
 And now
 Its ok to cry
 Long day its ok to cry
 One way ima take the ride
 Let it feel I been waking up
 Long day its ok to cry
 Face fears man I've had enough
 Let it rain let it flood in now
 So sick that I caught my self self
 So sick that I
 So sick that I
 So sick that I caught my self self
 An all them tears aint fall for no reason
 Keep on pushing evolve and make peace
 With the mistakes and flaws that made me me
 Found the beauty in these scars on our family tree
 Now we zooming to the stars in this 05 jeep
 Bleeding memories out the heart what a beautiful thing
 Its such a beautiful thing
 Long day its ok to cry
 One way ima take the ride
 Let it feel I been waking up
 Long day its ok to cry
 Face fears man I've had enough
 Let it rain let it flood in now
 Right here face to face with my fears
 So sick that I caught myself
 Waking up