Negative XP

It's hard to be the man I want to be
 With so many things distracting me
 I spent too much time watching the TV screen
 Now my mind is fried with too much dopamine
 I felt so sure of who I was inside
 But then I slowly came to realize
 The games I played and the trials I tried
 Made me hate myself and want to die
 So don't waste my time, don't bother me
 I need to undo my idiosyncrasies
 My system's glitched, I'm losing energy
 I'm playing the game with negative XP
 It's hard to be the man I want to be
 With so many things that are wrong with me
 I spent too much time on the computer screen
 Now my mind is fried with negativity
 So don't waste my time, don't bother me
 I need to undo my idiosyncrasies
 My system's glitched, I'm losing energy
 I'm playing the game with negative XP
 Don't waste my time, don't bother me
 I need to undo my idiosyncrasies
 My system's glitched, I'm losing energy
 I'm playing the game with negative XP