Shoulda, Coulda, Didn't

It's like when you're a kid, and you lose the game
 The game you only know and understand when it's explained
 That's how I used to feel when someone said your name
 But I grew out of you causing me pain
 Whoa, ooh-whoa
 Guess I pictured us different
 Whoa, ooh-whoa, oh
 Maybe it'd be different
 If you kissed me goodnight on my head
 I would miss it, but you didn't
 And every time you swore on your life
 You were lying, so how are you living?
 (Oh) I cried at every party
 (Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
 If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
 But you shoulda, coulda, didn't
 Stopped seeing you in clouds of just-lit cigarettes
 And in the faceless people that I walk by on the street
 I met somebody else, I'm really happy now
 So I wish you well, but you're still going to hell
 Whoa, ooh-whoa
 Guess I pictured us different
 Whoa, ooh-whoa, oh
 Maybe it'd be different
 If you kissed me goodnight on my head
 I would miss it, but you didn't
 And every time you swore on your life
 You were lying, so how are you living?
 (Oh) I cried at every party
 (Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
 If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
 But you shoulda, coulda, didn't
 Missed you for so long
 But now missing you just feels wrong
 Don't remember how I got here
 But I'm here, I'm still here
 If you kissed me goodnight on my head
 I would miss it, but you didn't
 And every time you swore on your life
 You were lying, so how are you still living?
 Oh, I cried at every party
 (Oh) screaming doesn't mean sorry
 If you gave me a reason to love you, I'd love you
 But you shoulda, coulda, didn't