The weight of vapour

In growing numbers
 They head into the night
 Familiar silhouettes
 Of beloved ones drifting by
 With every passing shadow
 I wish I was wrong
 About where they are going
 And what they will find out there
 A thousand throats
 Screaming in silence
 Slit speechless by her descent
 The echo of heavens crashing
 The massive thunder of falling feathers
 One who does not curse death has not truely loved
 If I had gods
 this would be when I would have prayed to them
 If I had gods
 This would be when I would raced up to face them
 I'd cut out their eyes
 Just as these tears made me fumbling blind
 I'd tear out their hearts
 Just as they robbed me of mine and I'd cast them down to die
 I wish I was wrong
 About why they left
 I wish that I could believe
 That there would in fact be
 Someone to meet them
 Someont to bring them all home
 A thousand throats
 Screaming in silence
 Slit speechless by her descent
 The echo of heavens crashing
 The massive thunder of falling feathers
 He who does not denounce his gods has not learnt the meaning of loss
 I have cursed death
 And I have known love
 I've slain my gods
 Only emptiness above
 Light like vapour I was drifting next to thee
 Massive the weight as I took my leave
 I have cursed death
 And I have known love
 I've slain my gods
 Only emptiness above
 Light like vapour you were drifting next to me
 Massive the weight as you took your leave.