Defeated

In numb oppressive sleep these creatures roam the earth
 To a mental isolation we are cursed at the birth
 I looked inside myself to find out how I feel
 There was nothing much to see, defeated hopes and dreams
 Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal
 But my soul's not a soul at all anymore
 Too lame to feel
 We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions
 Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections
 Don't try to touch me,
 I've got no time to care
 Don't speak, don't make an intrusion, I might get scared
 Connections are forbidden, strangers are the freaks
 So wear the shades and look deranged to avoid a human feel
 Sometimes I sense a soft caressing touch trying to heal
 But my heart's not a heart anymore Too tame to beat
 We live inside the concrete walls and hide behind restrictions
 Sometimes we see the distant sun and dream of affections
 We hide behind the cold stone walls sealing the life outside
 Sometimes we see the sun
 Sometimes we see the sun
 We live inside the concrete walls
 And hide behind restrictions
 Sometimes we see the distant sun
 But never really feel the warmth inside