Hold Of Me

Something raw bitter & elusive
 Another straw of glitter & abusive
 Something pale comfortable & useless
 It's catching up with me with intensity
 Given time I remember how to do this
 I don't know how I let myself lose it
 If I was anything anything but clueless
 It now occurs to me finally
 For all the wrongs I might endure
 For every sickness there's a cure
 I close the door you won't get hold of me
 For all the bridges I have burned
 For every lesson I have learned
 I'm on the rove you won't get hold of me
 Every muscle hurts every nerve pinches
 I grind my teeth I grind myself to inches
 The things you said were crawling up my spine
 Not any more the choice is mine
 Given time I get myself sorted
 Fight back any claim you had me distorted
 If I ever learn to challenge all my rage
 You better try to hide when I turn the page
 For all the roads I might endure
 For every moment I am sure
 I won't give up you won't get hold of me
 For all doors that I have closed
 An opportunity arose
 I'm on the move you won't get Hold of Me