Awful

One, two, three, four
 It's an awful way to feel,
 You feel so low like you can't go on
 But don't you fear my dear,
 You're the only thing that keeps me feeling
 Anything at all
 Close your eyes and ease your troubled mind
 Ahhhh ahh ah ahhhh
 Sometimes in the middle of the night
 I wake up and roll out of bed
 And wonder why I even woke up in the first place
 It's so awful
 Then to make the matters even worse
 I swear my love I have a curse
 I can't do anything quite right
 I swear I'm trying
 It's so awful
 I'm awfully awful
 Today
 It's a complex sort of thing
 The type of thing that I don't like to
 Sing with all my heart
 Emotions fade the nightmares start
 And I can't waste my time
 I close my eyes and ease my troubled mind
 Ahhhh ahh ah ahhhh
 Sometimes in the middle of the night
 I wake up and roll out of bed
 And wonder why I even woke up in the first place
 It's so awful
 Then to make the matters even worse
 I swear my love I have a curse
 I can't do anything quite right
 I swear I'm trying
 It's so awful
 I'm awfully awfully awful
 Today
 I'm waking up for the first time
 Since I lost track of my ways
 I took my last pill last night
 I'm waking up for the first time
 The last time
 Ahhh ahhhh ahhhh ahhhh
 Sometimes in the middle of the night
 I wake up and roll out of bed
 And wonder why I even woke up in the first place
 It's so awful
 Then to make the matters even worse
 I swear my love I have a curse
 I can't do anything quite right
 I swear I'm trying
 It's so awful
 I'm awfully awfully awfully awful
 Today