Borderline

I look past all the flashing lights
 Drive through, ignore the warning signs
 When things blow up I close my eyes
 And shake it off as if it's justified
 Wash the shame down with another drink
 I get high I don't wanna overthink
 My body's shaking, my head is weak
 But I'm too afraid to leave
 Life goes on new day same show
 'Cuz if I change I could feel more low
 So I do another encore, one more when it hurts the most
 Calling it quits I don't wanna admit
 That I'm, that I'm
 Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
 Calling it quits when I gotta make up
 My mind, my mind
 No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline
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 I'm in purgatory
 Middle of the story
 Pulling back and forth from surrender and glory
 All the pressure internally
 It could very well be the death of me
 Caught up in the middle
 Center of the limbo
 Seeing through the shards of a broken window
 If the looking glass disagrees
 It could very well be the death of me
 Calling it quits I don't wanna admit
 That I'm, that I'm
 Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
 Calling it quits when I gotta make up
 My mind, my mind
 No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline
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 Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit
 I'm too far gone but I'll never forget
 What it feels like being young and dumb
 Wondering who I'd become I don't know man
 Losing all ambition
 The angel on my right no I never listened
 The voice in my left ear made the decisions
 I'll the pay the price now 'cause I get what I'm givin'
 (Get what I'm givin')
 Calling it quits, I don't wanna admit
 That I'm, that I'm
 Stuck in the cracks and I'm going down fast tonight, tonight
 Calling it quits when I gotta make up
 My mind, my mind (I gotta make up my mind)
 No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline
 I look past all the flashing lights
 (It could very well be the death of me)
 Drive through ignore the warning signs
 (It could very well be the death of me)
 When things blow up I close my eyes (I'm left with what I am)
 No going back 'cause I'm already on the borderline