Warm Enough

Who are you to tell me
 I'm not warm enough for summertime?
 I know that I can decide myself
 But you don't know me like the sun you've never seen my horizon
 If I was everything I never was
 Drugs got me bubbly suddenly mumbling simile meant to be for you now
 The futile go fishing for moon over roof top
 A new style for praying to everything I ever loved
 My black boy outer space looking like a rain child
 But but my body move like the sun
 Go run til 'em rainbow we painted it 50 shades of grey
 Stones across the lake
 The house in the house
 Deceptive carnations, our wedding we announced on Sunday for the holy of it
 Solely covet me and you, for you and I
 Are blissfully tethered to simple redeeming
 When sadness gets worse and we don't know why
 Our city is bleeding for crimson
 I don't protest
 I just dance in my shadows
 Hallow be thy empty
 When my name don't sing, shallow waters
 Under bridges don't forget 'bout me
 Who are you to love me and not call me by my name?
 I'm sunny, I'm sunny, just like you... Noname
 Like the sun, like the sun
 Who are you to tell me I can't love you
 Like the way mothers love daughters?
 The way Mary was closest to Joseph
 And babies is close to The Father
 You don't know me and love got a secret hand shake
 And mad inside jokes
 I could tell it's knock knock when my heart beatbox
 Use our inside voice
 Who are you to tell me I don't want you
 The way flesh wants freedom
 The way greed love need, the way kings need kingdoms
 You don't know what I know, what I'm capable of
 What I slaved for and traded in favours
 And gave up for you what I gave up for love
 You like the flower that I won't let die
 Right before your petals start to wilt
 I choose to give you one last try
 Fill your vase up with water, refusin' to neglect you
 Like your father, so I promise that it won't run dry
 Good intentions cause I wanna see us both fly
 But I often put me first and I been wonderin' why
 I know you probably think you're blessed to have a wonderful guy
 And that's the truth but at the same time a wonderful lie
 Cause to me you're a dime and I'm still a nickel
 And you know niggas say that every coin got two sides
 Well if you knew both minds not sure you'd like what you find
 I made mistakes, I want to tell you but can't make up my mind
 As I'm writing this I see a red balloon in the sky
 And to me that's a sign tellin' me that these lines
 I know the Lord's a forgiver, hope he'll forgive me in time