Nothing Left Behind

It's been so fucking cold here... and all the prayers I've made tonight have somehow lost their meanings...
 I watch the ceiling of an empty room
 Where all my memories are falling down
 In a dead end, I'm lost and doomed
 I wanna stop this spellbound
 There's a smell of death outside
 I even forget my desires
 I'm searching the answer which never exists
 I'm pulling the trigger, I couldn't resist
 I'm leaving behind all the past
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back again
 I'm leaving this life much too fast
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again
 Its' been a long, cold and lonely ride
 My loved ones are so far away
 'Til the next day I will close my eyes
 I wanna take this highway
 There's a scent of blood in the cell
 It was the right time for a farewell
 I'm searching the answer which never exists
 I'm pulling the trigger, I couldn't resist
 I'm leaving behind all the past
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back again
 I'm leaving this life much too fast
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again
 Searching the answer which never exists
 I'm crawling...
 I'm leaving behind all the past
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back again
 I'm crawling...
 I'm leaving this life much too fast
 When I close my eyes, it's coming back... again