Own Roses

There were days, mostly nights I
 Got by on cheap red wine, I
 Called my parents, had a cry
 Almost gave up a thousand times but I
 Made coffee, lived to see a
 Whole new brand of love that
 Had everything to do with me
 My island in flight
 I grow my own roses
 Wasn't easy at the start
 When you're not quite sure what home is
 When you're growing in the dark
 Always thought I'd need somebody
 To lay my roots for me
 But I found out in the lonely
 That somehow in the weeds
 I grew my own roses
 Oh-woah
 Oh-woah, oh-woah-oh
 Oh-woah-oh (I grew my own roses)
 There were stumbles, almost falls
 There were boys who never called and
 Empty rooms I tried to fill up
 With tequila shots
 When I found him, it didn't matter
 If he chose to leave or stay
 'Cause I knew I knew me better
 At the end of the day
 I grow my own roses
 Wasn't easy at the start
 When you're not quite sure what home is
 When you're growing in the dark
 Always thought I'd need somebody
 To lay my roots for me
 But I found out in the lonely
 That somehow in the weeds
 I grow my own roses
 Oh-woah-oh (I)
 Oh-woah, oh-woah-oh (I)
 Oh-woah-oh (I grew my own roses)
 He can say that
 I'm to blame
 And they can try to sow my name
 But I know me now
 I know me now (I grew my own roses)
 I somehow learned that
 In the hurt
 I got the garden I deserve
 And I know me now
 I know me now
 I grew my own roses
 Wasn't easy at the start
 When you're not quite sure what home is
 When you're growing in the dark (I grew my own roses)
 Always thought I'd need somebody
 To lay my roots for me
 But I found out in the lonely
 That somehow in the weeds (I grew my own roses)
 I grew my own roses
 Oh-woah
 Oh-woah, (I grew my own roses) oh-woah-oh
 Oh-woah (I grew my own roses)
 I grew my own roses
 Oh-woah
 Oh-woah, oh-woah-oh
 Oh-woah-oh (I grew my own roses)
 I grew my own roses (he can say that)
 Oh-woah (I'm to blame)
 Oh-woah, oh-woah-oh (they can try to sow my name, but I know me now)
 Oh-woah (I know me now, I grew my own roses)
 I grew my own roses (I somehow learned that)
 Oh-woah (in the hurt, I got the garden)
 Oh-woah, oh-woah-oh (I deserve, and I know me now)
 Oh-woah-oh (I know me now, I grew my own roses)
 I grew my own roses