Love in Fall

How can I rescue myself?
 How?
 How could I be given water by this mirage?
 Wasted in force and darkness
 Moons are mooning far away
 Moons are mooning far away
 I'm not afraid of this pain
 It's my only friend
 I'm afraid of forgetting even your name
 The time's stopped in my anguish
 An exodus in exile
 An exodus in exile
 The pain that drives me madly
 Rooted in veins, tainted blood
 Rooted in veins, tainted blood
 This plague is mine and will never be taken away
 Take away
 Take away like who has never been here
 I can't see the sun with my eyes but with my sense
 Are my eyes blinded or there's not any sun exist?
 It's hard for me to kill my feeling
 But when I do, I know that it won't be revived again
 The time's stopped in my anguish
 An exodus in exile
 An exodus in exile
 The pain that drives me madly
 Rooted in veins, tainted blood
 Rooted in veins, tainted blood
 This plague is mine and will never be taken away
 Take away
 Take away like who has never been here
 I thought you were my balm that would stay forever
 Your scars have changed me to the strangest I'd have never been