Emptiness

Rejected like the falling angel,
 cast out from this life,
 I am a victim of my desires,
 a monument of my pain,
 an empty shell devoid of emotions,
 in ivory black I am painted dead.
 Enthralled by beauty,
 yearning for bliss,
 oh I sacrificed myself,
 to fulfill my dreams,
 I saw sun,
 and I felt it's warmth,
 and I reached out my hand,
 to love and life,
 embraced by melancholic euphony,
 I knew,
 I was at the mercy of the parasites,
 like fallen fruit,
 to be drained from life.
 And I cried.
 In the midst,
 of my,
 ebony meadows,
 I was dancing with the dead,
 I was lost,
 in a strain of silence,
 I was one with emptiness.
 At the shore of the black sea,
 where the birds are silent,
 I cursed her name,
 I saw the death of the sun,
 I tasted the tears,
 of heaven,
 and I saw it all,
 pass by.
 Bleeding dry, loosing hope -
 I used to love, I used to care
 now deprived from all that matters to me,
 my words mean nothing, my emotions are dead
 my dreams are empty,
 if she only knew
 oh, I wish she knew,
 I close my eyes and I sigh.