Numb/Crawling

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
 Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
 I don't know what your expecting of me
 Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
 (Caught in the urdertow, just caught in the urdertow)
 Every step that I take is another mistake to you
 (Caught in the urdertow, just caught in the urdertow)
 I've become so num, I can't feel you there
 Become so tired, so much more aware
 I'm Becoming this, all I want to do
 Is be more like me and be less like you
 There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
 Consuming, confusing
 This lake of self-control I fear is never ending
 Controlling, I can't seem
 To find myself again, my walls are closing end
 I've felt this way before, so insecure
 Crawling in my skin
 These wounds the will not heal
 Fear is how I fall
 Confusing what is real
 And I know I may end up Failing too
 But I know you were just like me with someone disappionted in you
 I've become so numb
 I can't feel yo there
 (Crawling in my skin)Become so tired, So much more aware
 I'm becoming this, all I want to do
 (These wounds the will not heal)Is
 be more like me and be less like you
 I've become so numb
 (Confusing what is real)
 I've become so numb
 (Crawling in my skin)