Bad Luck

What if I told you that I got sober?
 That I got older?
 That I got that tattoo off my shoulder
 That I'm strong again, that I'm fun again, would you love me then?
 What if you saw me, what if you hate me?
 What if I'm failing, or mentally ill? Would you call me crazy?
 Would you let me in, would you let me in, would you love me then?
 I told you that my whole life I could have sworn I would die young
 My last words, 22 years on my tongue
 I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
 You know that I spend long nights, brain fried, talking too much
 I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout, dead drunk
 Yeah, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
 Whoa
 Whoa
 Whoa, whoa
 It's not your fault that my brain is vacant
 That the world is trash and my dumb-ass just got completely wasted
 You washed your hands of all my sins, have I lost you then?
 Sometimes I hate it, my lack of patience
 How sometimes love feels like a noun in some new foreign language
 And now my heart is bent and worn so thin, can you sew the skin?
 I told you that my whole life I could have sworn I would die young
 My last words, 22 years on my tongue
 I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
 You know that I spend long nights, brain fried, talking too much
 I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout dead drunk
 Yeah, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
 Whoa
 Whoa
 Whoa, whoa
 So if you look back, and you hate my past
 Just know I'm doing everything that I can
 I'm doing everything that I can
 And if you look back, and can't stand my ass
 I swear I'm doing everything that I can
 I'm doing everything that I can
 I told you that my whole life I could have sworn I would die young
 My last words, 22 years on my tongue
 I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck
 You know that I spend long nights, brain fried, talking too much
 I'm a booze-bag, do-bad, burnout, dead drunk
 I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck, I'm bad luck