Howling

Where to begin? Oh, let's pretend we never met
 So I can disappear a moment
 
 I've been tryna swim with both my hands behind my back
 My dear, I always feared the ocean
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 And somehow this one word in my mouth
 Was left unspoken
 And I won't admit my parents split when I got sick
 But I refuse to be a burden
 
 And I said
 "Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
 Did you find the key and what is the meaning of it?
 'Cause honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness howling out"
 Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
 Did I lose my mind and am I still looking for it?
 'Cause I dont know why I feel this emptiness howling out
 
 Howling out
 You're not alone, the world is small
 And I am sick of all the talk of finding purpose
 
 Love comes and goes but the big black dog, he trails along
 Am I the only one who knows him now?
 And somehow I gained 15 pounds
 But lost my focus
 And I suffocate things slow
 Until I'm just the black fly circling my bullshit
 Oh
 Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
 Did you find the key and what is the meaning of it?
 'Cause honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness
 Howling out
 Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
 Did I lose my mind and am I still looking for it?
 I don't know why I feel this emptiness howling out
 
 Howling out
 Deep blue, deep blue, 05072
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 Deep blue, deep blue, 05072
 Where to begin? Oh, let's pretend we never met
 So I can disappear a moment
 I've been tryna swim with both my hands behind my back
 My dear, I always feared the ocean
 
 And I said
 "Is there something keeping me here for the minute, darling?
 Did you find the key? Then what is the meaning of this?
 'Cause honey, sometimes I feel this emptiness
 Howling out"
 
 Tell me one thing keeping me here for the minute, honey
 But if I leave you now then what's out there waiting for me?
 I don't know why I feel this emptiness howling out
 
 Howling