Asthma Attack

I am the physical embodiment of
 Everything I never wanted to be
 People must think this kid's fucking crazy
 I am the prime example of indecision
 Life hit me like a head on collision
 But what am I supposed to do
 When I'm so see-through?
 I had never thought that life would
 Would be like this
 And now I'm thinking that maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Maybe give life a miss
 And if living was the equivalent of breathing
 Then maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Prepare myself for a
 Another asthma attack
 Don't ask me all these bloody questions, I'll get arsey
 You think I know myself, well you'd be mostly wrong
 It's taken way too long for me to sing my song
 Old me is dead and gone
 If lying was a crime, then I'd be doing time
 I don't mean to whine, but just imagine having to lie to
 Friends, foes, all of those people that should matter most
 Living a double life is just as obvious as Pinocchio
 I had never thought that life would
 Would be like this
 And now I'm thinking that maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Maybe give life a miss
 And if living was the equivalent of breathing
 Then maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Prepare myself for a
 Another asthma attack
 I had never thought that life would (never thought that life would)
 Would be like this
 And now I'm thinking that maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Maybe give life a miss
 And if living was the equivalent of breathing
 Then maybe I should (maybe I should)
 Prepare myself for a
 Another asthma attack