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When I'm in bliss I'm longing for hell
 It's like I'm hoping for misery inside of my head
 It's all hanging by a thread
 and I don't wanna be saved
 I don't wanna be saved
 These thoughts of a deathwish
 I'm desperate but I'm terrified of feeling selfish
 Inside I'm all alone
 Love, you embraced me, but still I feel so empty
 And I
 I feel it in my bones I just loose control
 And I
 I feel it in my soul I just can't let go
 It gets the best of me
 when my mind get's stuck in spinning circles
 It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for
 I'm a mess
 I'm a beautiful mess
 Been a fellow friend with my demons for so long
 Worn a mask, it doesn't fit at all
 I made myself believe that I'm here for something
 A stranger to the real world
 Let me remain the unknown
 Let me remain the unknown
 And I
 I feel it in my bones I just loose control
 And I
 I feel it in my soul I just can't let go
 It gets the best of me
 when my mind get's stuck in spinning circles
 It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for
 For so long, hell's been feeling like my home
 For so long, I've been speaking for other tongues
 For so long, hell's been feeling like my home
 For so long, I've been speaking for other tongues
 But I dont wanna be saved
 And I
 I feel it in my bones I just loose control
 And I
 I feel it in my soul I just can't let go
 It gets the best of me
 when my mind get's stuck in spinning circles
 It gets so hard to reach the reality I'm grasping for