Deathwish

I'm covered in scars
 Deeper than an ocean
 We bury the truth as a notion
 But all these faceless bodies
 Tell me what I need to know
 I walk the halls of regret
 With no end in sight, it's not over yet
 We all change when the sun goes down
 It's funny we see things
 So different in the dark
 It's funny how life works
 When everything falls apart
 Yeah, yeah
 So this is what it's like to die
 To be on the other side
 I'm afraid that I won't catch you
 Is it God? Is it me?
 Who's controlling everything?
 Does it matter when I'm begging for a deathwish
 Deathwish, deathwish?
 Pull me under cause I'm not the same
 And I'm not the way they want me to be
 Is this the only thing you seem to notice?
 Give me my mind
 Give me back my mistakes
 So this is what it's like to die
 To be on the other side
 I'm afraid that I won't catch you
 Is it God? Is it me?
 Who's controlling everything?
 Does it matter when I'm begging for a deathwish
 Deathwish, deathwish?
 I think I need a priest to exercise what's in my head
 He took a look at me and told me
 I'm already dead
 Hey!
 Hey!
 Hey!
 Hey!
 So this is what it's like to die
 To be on the other side
 I'm afraid that I won't catch you
 Is it God? Is it me?
 Who's controlling everything?
 Does it matter when I'm begging for a deathwish
 Deathwish, deathwish?
 Oh!
 So this is what it's like to die
 To be on the other side
 I'm afraid that I won't catch you
 Is it God? Is it me?
 Who's controlling everything?
 Does it matter when I'm begging for a deathwish
 Deathwish, deathwish, deathwish?
 Searching and searching for a deathwish
 But something inside is telling me I can't quit
 Drag my body, drag my body
 Bring me back to life