Nothing but Beaches

Right you said you'd be mine
 But nothing's further from the truth
 Dotted lines, false smiles
 Flower delivery on time
 What's next?
 A blindside
 It was no easy lie
 Abandonment once again
 All has been lost this time
 You said there'd be nothing
 But beaches and bed (?) times
 I wish i could want you back
 So i could put you in the ground
 I wish i could want you back
 So honest so it seems
 You broke the lease on us
 Now i'm left with dark thoughts
 You're at the corners of my mind
 You said there'd be nothing
 But beaches and bed (?) times
 I wish i could want you back
 So i could put you in the ground
 I wish i could want you back
 Bury you alive
 In the darkest corner of my mind
 Bury you alive
 I am
 I am