Sarah Deserves To Rest

Hundreds of denials taking me over
 Questions to myself, so hard to understand
 It doesn't seem to be a dream, is it a vision?
 When did i pronounce my dying words?
 My wandering spirit has been deceived
 I've just seen what i thought was real
 I've remembered all things that suits me
 I've felt what i wanted to feel
 Now that my crying is not being heard
 And my blood is getting dry
 I can't turn around and look back
 I know it's too late for me
 Now that my mind understands it
 And my eyes see it clear
 Who can help me to deal with
 My new reality?
 I'm dead!!!
 Can i expect
 The keys to heaven
 Or the doors to hell?
 I'm so scared
 In this dark place
 Someone help me to escape .
 Help me to rest!
 No road to find, here between life and death
 Absence of light, eternal shadows blind my shattered fate
 Nowhere to hide, somberlabyrinths break my breath
 Damnation, redemption? fear or faith?
 Does it make sense to break the silence?
 Or to drown, drown in tears?
 Why can't i stop this nightmare?
 Will my soul rest in peace?
 Who can tell me where i am?
 Who can tell why i'm here?
 Who can help me escape from
 This sad reality?