Lust Over Loyalty

She's waiting at home
 Counting down the days
 I've earned her trust but I don't deserve it
 I down another hoping I don't remember a thing
 Just an excuse to kill my conscienceI'm gonna hate myself when the sun comes up
 But right now I'm in my darkest glory
 Letting her have her way with meI keep telling myself
 It's not worth it
 But I can't help it
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight
 I try to hold myself back
 I just can't win, I just give in
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightI hang my head down in shame
 I know she'll never forgive me
 She'll look me in the eyes
 And I know all she will see
 Is lust over loyalty
 All she will see
 Is lust over loyaltyI keep telling myself
 It's not worth it
 But I can't help it
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight
 I try to hold myself back
 I just can't win, I just give in
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightI wish I could be
 The one you need
 Trustworthy, unworldly
 I wish I could free
 Temptations plea
 She's calling me
 And I don't even know her nameI keep telling myself
 It's not worth it
 But I can't help it
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonight
 I try to hold myself back
 I just can't win, I just give in
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone tonightBut I'm not alone tonight
 All she will see
 Is the lust in my eyes
 Is lust over loyalty
 I'm coming home, but I'm not alone
 Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight