Deep End

Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons
 One more time, I find my life in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
 One more time I find my life up in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
 Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
 Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
 I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin' (yeah, Ya Boy Dirty)
 These demons come when I'm doin' good
 And they always tell me I'm doin' bad
 My heart is just forever broke
 I ain't just mad, I'm fuckin' sad
 But you made me smile, at least a little while
 Brought me up so high, just to let me fall
 Now these demons crawl in this drink I sip
 As the cigarette smoke run across my lips
 My soul was numb before you come now it's dead and gone, so RIP
 Please help me, Lord, please help me, Lord
 'Cause, these demons are always chasin' me
 And they're catchin' up so I'm runnin' out
 They see me movin' so they're comin' now
 But my chest out and my head is high
 Better stop runnin', just jump and fly
 At the edge now, jumpin' in the dark
 In the deep end, with a fuckin' shark
 But you made this 'cause you made me
 See so clear like HD
 Now I'm sittin' here in this room alone
 And I'm prayin' to God that he saves me
 'Cause, I'm a new breed and an outlaw
 And I'll die 'fore I let you play me
 But girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons
 One more time, I find my life in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
 One more time, I find my life up in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
 Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
 Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
 I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin'
 She came to me like a sorceress
 With intentions that were torturous
 I thought it would be more than this
 But I'm lost inside these voices
 These choices I'm left with
 Got me caught up in a death wish
 Now I'm starting to regret this, and I'm lookin' for an exit
 Tryna fight away this depression
 And sometimes I even question why the hell do I even try for
 I never learn my lesson
 It's a blessing and a curse too
 It ain't love if it hurts you
 My heart's cold and it burns too
 Misery ain't nothin' new
 I'm pullin' through, not lookin' back
 Pour the liquor out as I strike a match
 And I let it burn as I walk away
 And I set flames to my bitter past
 I'm too strong, I'm built to last
 The old me, who the fuck is that?
 I'm too attached to the new me
 Now excuse me as you fall and crash
 Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, tryna hide from all these demons
 One more time, I find my life in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 Girl, I cannot lie, you got me all up in my feelings
 Hit the bottle, try to hide from my demons
 One more time I find my life up in the deep end
 Got my hands out, ain't nobody reachin'
 I just wanna find a way to get up out my feelings
 Put this bottle down and step away from my demons
 Climb up out my grave and get away from the deep end
 I made it out alive, I coulda died, but I'm still breathin'
 You got me fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 You got me caught up with these demons (yeah, yeah, yeah, come on)
 All up in the deep end (all up in the deep end)
 Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 Fallin' in the deep end (yeah, yeah, yeah)
 You got me caught up with these demons (yeah, yeah, yeah, come on)
 All up in the deep end