Pain of Glass

Throw it out to sea let it sink under the ship of my reality
 Tell myself it never mattered but was the sweetest of my last sixteen years
 And there's just so much pain caused from this pain of glass instilled a fear in me forever
 Just want to be alright and I wish you the same
 Just want to be alright and I wish you the same every single day
 But my life is hard it's a burden swear it's been burning holes in my brain and I swear I'm scared of everything
 A placeholder for man a conversation soon to end
 And I will break down too tonight hearts will let it go
 You don't care what I share or what I've done were far from repair and that's the loaded gun
 And we only have ourselves to blame and I only have my self
 Get off
 It's all for all for attention over and over again