One Day All This Could Be Yours

disconnect, an impossible divorce that put the life into you
 that's too late to abort
 i never gave you the time that you deserved
 i never gave you even half of what you're worth
 my beautiful son, can you feel it inside you?
 my son, could you beat me black and blue
 for all the doubt and apathy?
 just trying to keep your feet on the floor
 just trying to put the fear into you
 just trying to board up all the doors
 and i can't tell anymore
 and maybe you'll realise when you take those little tests
 the more you breathe, the more you age, you know yourself even less
 nobody ever said they'd love you forever
 they grow you up and let you down
 and separate forever
 one day all this could be yours