real life is never as good as a story

Who am I to you?
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 You're someone I can't seem to get past
 Do you want to get past me?
 I know I should... I know we've tried
 Multiple times, and I've already down
 I should just let you live your life
 And I'm fucking everything up
 Because I'm being weak and talking to you like this
 So yes, I'm trying
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 Then try harder
 I am, I just can't hope thing that we're not done
 No! Stop! God
 I just imagined that there's a story where this place out
 A story? This is a fucking story
 This is real life and I'm a person
 You are not writing this... do you get that?
 Okay, okay... alright
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 I'm not gonna keep sabotaging moriality of your secret fiction
 It's what you do
 Because in your head... real life is never as good as a story
 You don't actually want me
 You want the possibility of me
 You always want me as a destination
 But... I think you actually want to get there
 I'm not suing this true anymore