Are You There?

When I feel too far away
 From where I want to be
 There's nothing left for me, yeah
 When I feel too close to breathe
 Like a baby cutting teeth
 In you I find relief
 'Cause when it's more than I can take
 I pushed and pulled to break
 A sucker for a saint in your eyes
 Criticism comes in waves
 Numbering our days
 But only you can save me
 Is anybody even there
 who doesn't just pretend to care
 This time I need to know - are you there?
 Does anybody think they can
 Begin to even understand
 This time I need to know - are you there?
 Hang on, hang on
 I know, I know
 It's the lie that we believe
 A truth that we conceive
 That lies inside of me
 When I leave it all behind
 Something hypnotized
 The moment that it's mine
 Is anybody even there
 Who doesn't just pretend to care
 This time I need to know - are you there?
 Does anybody think they can
 Begin to even understand
 this time I need to know - are you there?
 Is anybody even there?
 Who doesn't just pretend to care
 This time I need to know - are you there?
 Does anybody think they can
 Begin to even understand
 This time I need to know - are you there?