Discourage

it still feels like embracing the emptiness
 wasting emotions in a moment that is eternity
 when time stands still, you speed up the sand
 but when you drown you deny my helping hands
 sometimes you curse the rules of our game
 sometimes you kill your emotions for shame
 this time it hurts---
 thank ya for killing me again
 teasing means discourage, so kill me again
 when i drown in my sorrow again
 you sheep away those sails of pain
 it is just a complicated game
 there my fires burn so bright
 your heartless act it takes my sight
 make this an end
 i cant stand to dwell alone
 but when you're here i wish you were gone
 i dont know where to run
 i dont know false from true
 but when even time dares not to betray
 how can you?