Disappear Daily

Getting out of bed
 Shouldn't be so hard to do
 When it's dark inside your head
 Who cares if the sky's blue?
 The smallest thing
 Can split my mind in two
 I wish everything
 Came as easily as loving you
 As loving you, you
 Loving you, you
 Isn't it fun how I completely
 Disappear daily?
 And make it hard to see
 Why you love me at all?
 Isn't it funny when I can't breathe
 Insist that we both leave
 Your own birthday party
 'Cause of nothing at all?
 I wanna dance
 Freely like others do
 I wish everything
 Came as easily as loving you
 As loving you, you
 Loving you, you
 And I hate
 Myself today
 And I hate
 Being seen this way
 Everybody wants to be told
 I'll be okay
 But I thought that was what
 They're supposed to say
 Da, da, da-da, da, da
 Da, da, da-da, da, da
 Da, da, da-da, da, da
 Da-da-da, da, da-da, da
 Da, da, da-da, da, da
 Na, na, na-na, na, na
 (Da, da, da-da, da, da)
 (Da, da-da) et cetera (da-da)