the overthinker

I'm drowning these thoughts out
 To keep me from falling down
 I'm trying not to feel like such a freak
 I keep testing my virtues
 And crying in bathrooms
 I'm as human as I can be
 Oh, I love when you cry
 It shows me that we're only human inside
 And we need therapy
 'Cause like the song (hush, hush)
 We all fall
 Down
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 Every time I open my eyes
 It's like I'm watching my life
 Passing right by me
 Like another movie
 Could I feel something better than nothing?
 'Cause I'm so tired of being tired
 Wake me up from this lucid dream
 I need to break routine, catch a flight to Orleans
 Throw a curveball face first right at my thoughts
 Maybe then I'd find a way to stop overthinking
 Oh, I love when you cry
 It shows me that we're only human inside
 And we need therapy
 'Cause like the song (hush, hush)
 We all fall
 Down
 ♪
 (Hush, hush)
 Down
 ♪
 My minds pulling my heartstrings
 Like a puppet, l feel nothing
 'Cause everything I do is not enough
 Why can't I feel serotonin?
 I think I shouldn't have thought
 About thinking of everything that
 Could've happened by now
 My head's bouncing off the walls
 Overthinking it all
 I really hope I don't fall
 Down
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 Hush, hush we all fall
 Down
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 Stuck on the carousel of doubt
 Where everything never seems to work out
 Just keep going round and around and
 Around we go
 But it's time to let it go