to feel again

It's been a few years
 And I still can't remember
 That pride that I should've felt
 Twenty-one hit me fast
 Still living in the past
 Can't get over the guilt
 I'm jaded and I can't stop overthinking
 Reassure me one day I'll stop sinking
 Everytime I open my eyes
 I feel so blind
 Nothing feels real to me
 God, I want to feel again
 And get out my head
 Please just let me breathe
 I'm calling on you
 Oh, my dear old friend, I
 I'm begging on my knees just let this end
 God, I want to feel again
 Please just let me feel something again
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 I'm sick
 Falling asleep
 Watching my days blur to nights
 I'm stuck
 Feeling sixteen
 When twenty-two's up on the rise
 My mind feels like it's purgatory
 Feeding me lies that I won't see forty
 This is my life and I'll make my story
 I'm worth my weight in gold
 I'm jaded and I can't stop overthinking
 Reassure me one day I'll stop sinking
 Everytime I open my eyes
 I feel so blind
 Nothing feels real to me
 God, I want to feel again
 Get outta my head
 Please just let me breathe
 I'm calling on you
 Oh, my dear old friend, I
 I'm begging on my knees just let this end
 God, I want to feel again
 Please just let me feel something again
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 I know you're trying
 I know your future's bright
 You're more than you're thinking
 These feelings will come with time
 This pain that your feeling
 Doesn't define your life
 You're more than you're thinking
 So breathe, it will be alright