Heavy

Do you think about me at night
 When the sky is losing light?
 I swear my head fills up with memories, every time
 Are you moving on with your life?
 Did you find a job you like?
 Always thought you could do anything
 And I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you
 Like how I just wanna hang with you
 And watch Grand Designs
 And I've been trying to train my mind to put you in another category
 But it's still not coming naturally
 After all this time
 So tell me why this has to be so heavy
 Tell me why this has to be
 'Cause I really thought that we'd be cool
 Some exception to the rule
 But honestly, I think it has to be this heavy
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 I wish your mum and I could be friends
 I think about her now and then
 How we drove up to her house
 I'll never see that dog again
 I guess I needed a minute
 To live a life without you in it
 But you're in every stripey t-shirt that I own
 Oh, I've been running over all the things that I will never say to you
 Like how I just wanna sing with you
 As we're walking home
 And I've been kissing different faces just to make it a reality
 Oh, I did it for the therapy
 But I felt alone
 So tell me why this has to be so heavy
 Tell me why this has to be
 'Cause I really thought that we'd be cool (We'd be cool)
 Some exception to the rule
 But honestly, I think it has to be this heavy
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 Do you think about, do you think about, think about
 Do you think about, do you think about it too?
 Do you think about, do you think about, think about
 Do you think about, do you think about it too?
 Do you think about, do you think about, think about
 Do you think about, do you think about it too?
 Do you think about, do you think about, think about
 Do you think about, do you think about it too?