Overthinking - Demo

I'm on an overcrowded train
 Fighting an overcrowded brain
 And all these bags under my eyes
 Hold up my compromise
 Maybe I should bail on everything anything
 Did you not learn anything in school?
 Could have played by the rules
 Could be happy in a different way
 Struggling with the London rent
 They said it would be hard, now I know what they meant
 I'll lose sleep, head stuck in the cereal bowl
 But I'm here for the music, I know
 Distracted
 Can I say what I mean?
 Can I mean what I say?
 Why can't I figure out how I feel when I wake up every day?
 I face everything with the same old logic
 Over analyzing, everything is tragic
 And maybe some things they will never make sense
 So I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent, no
 
 And I think my brain is breakin'
 And it's just myself I've been blamin'
 It's frustratin'
 I just wanna know why
 And I know no good can come of it
 I wish that I could just be done with it
 But I'm sinkin'
 I just wanna know why I'm overthinkin'
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why
 I'm an outcast, to be left behind
 I'm an extrovert with an anxious mind
 There's a dangerb that I might just
 Pour my heart out to a total stranger in a bar
 They're not gonna wanna hear
 No, they're just there to sip their beer
 Not hear about problems to solve and
 "God this girl's so self-involved"
 I play it out in my head
 I'm tryna make good choices, I hear voices
 They can't pick one side
 Help, I look so stupid sitting there tongue-tied
 Meltdown, all I can hear is code red, code red
 Got a problem in the control centre in my own head
 Facing the world with the same old logic
 Over analyzing everything is tragic
 And maybe some things they will never make sense
 So I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent, no
 And I think my brain is breakin'
 And it's just myself I've been blamin'
 It's frustratin'
 I just wanna know why
 And I know no good can come of it
 I wish that I could just be done with it
 But I'm sinkin'
 I just wanna know why I'm overthinkin'
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why
 Oh-oh
 And I just wanna know why