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I gotta learn to let go
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 This darkness it finds
 Its way through the deepest stretch of night
 There's nowhere to hide
 In the back of my mind is where I'll reside
 I never planned for this to become
 My only escape, my only way out
 I can't do this alone
 There's more for me here but this road is long
 I'll overcome these feelings
 But things haven't gone to plan
 Wipe the slate clean, erase it
 I swear to you, now I'll embrace it
 Is this all in my head?
 A deafening voice that leads me to fear
 That I will never ever, never ever know
 Just exactly what it means to be happy
 It's so hard to break away
 To try and tell myself it's not too late
 It's not too late to make a change
 If this is the end, then make me a martyr
 I'll pave the way for our sons and daughters
 So they will never have
 To face their demons all on their own
 No, I won't let go
 I won't let go
 But the mind can be a terrible thing
 Just don't let it sink in
 Will I break away, find a new escape?
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 'Cause this mindset is eating me up inside
 Like a cancer pulling me from the light
 Is this just another apparition?
 Judging myself on every past decision
 This constant noise it never seems to end
 Screaming at myself from inside my head
 If this is the end, then make me a martyr
 I'll pave the way for our sons and daughters
 So they will never have
 To face their demons all on their own
 No, I won't let go
 I won't let go
 But the mind can be a terrible thing
 Just don't let it sink in
 I share my head with another
 And it's not welcome here
 Sometimes at night it keeps me awake
 As I stare at the ceiling contemplating my fate
 It whispers sweet regrets that I must learn to live with
 Singing me to sleep with the same sad songs
 Please tell me there is more to me
 (Give it up or you'll never stop falling)
 There is more to me
 If this is the end, then make me a martyr
 I'll pave the way for our sons and daughters
 So they will never have
 To face their demons all on their own
 No, I won't let go
 I won't let go
 But the mind can be a terrible thing
 So remember just one thing, don't let it sink in
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 Just don't let it sink in