Wraiths

All I can feel is rage
 Am I a puppet?
 A slave to the strings?
 A ghost in the shell?
 'Cause I no longer feel anything
 But an ever growing urge for self-destruction and detachment
 This has gone on for too long
 I'm breaking out
 Searching myself for a new beginning
 Gasping for air whilst I'm slowly sinking
 I've fallen into the void, ground my teeth down to the bone
 To abstain from the anger that I just can't seem to control
 And I can feel it burning inside of me
 Waiting for the tides to be unleashed
 I've gotta hold it back, I've gotta channel it in
 To a battle against myself that I fear I will never win
 And I can feel it burning inside of me
 Yeah, I can feel it burn
 You better hold on to something
 Whilst I try to weather this storm
 Because we're too far out to see the lighthouse
 And there's nothing left to guide us to shore
 You better pray for me father, yeah, pray for your son
 'Cause I'll admit that I'm afraid, yeah, I am afraid
 'Cause when I look in the mirror all I can see is rage
 Yeah, all I can see is rage
 I fear it's always been here
 Hidden deep within my soul
 Is it hardwired in to my DNA?
 'Cause this response is all I know
 So let me tell you about all the bridges I've built
 I'm now so ready to burn
 I'll light the fires and watch the flames engulf it all
 If I could just close my eyes and finally put this to bed
 But there's a constant inferno inside my head
 So light the fires and watch the flames engulf it all
 And I can feel it burning inside of me
 Yeah, I can feel it burn
 You better hold on to something
 Whilst I try to weather this storm
 Because we're too far out to see the lighthouse
 And there's nothing left to guide us to shore
 You better pray for me father, yeah, pray for your son
 'Cause I'll admit that I'm afraid, yeah, I am afraid
 'Cause when I look in the mirror all I can see is rage
 You better hold on to something
 Whilst I try to weather this storm
 Because we're too far out to see the lighthouse
 And there's nothing left to guide us to shore
 You better pray for me father, yeah, pray for your son
 'Cause I'll admit that I'm afraid but it's time for a change
 I don't wanna feel, no, I don't wanna feel rage
 Yet all I can feel is rage
 You want the best of me?
 You want it all
 Well, come and get it