Revivor

I had a childhood full of love
 I grew up with a family that's been watching me from above
 I went to school
 I made new friends
 They told me that friendship never ends
 So they started talking and my friends stabbed me in the back
 So my innocent soul got its first crack
 So I started asking myself
 'What did I do to deserve this?'
 I could say that I'm a mess
 But instead I made the choice that I don't deserve this
 And they ripped my heart out of my chest
 But I made my choice
 So now I let you hear my voice
 I fell into an endless hole made of tears
 Cried by my lost and shattered soul
 Even if they knew that I was fucking down
 They were spitting into my face
 Wishing that I would drown
 So I decided to make their wish come true
 I couldn't take what I was going through
 So I took a wire and put it around my neck
 At the age of 10, this could have been my end
 I could say that I'm a mess
 But instead I made the choice that I don't deserve this
 And they ripped my heart out of my chest
 But I made my choice
 So now I let you hear my voice
 So I started asking myself
 'What did I do to deserve this?'
 This could have been my end but I chose the right way
 And these scars could mend
 I know that I could say that my life is all a mess
 But the experience of it turned out for all the best
 I know that I could say that my life is all a mess
 But the experience of it turned out for all the best
 I could say that I'm a mess
 But instead I made the choice that I don't deserve this
 And they ripped my heart out of my chest
 But I made my choice
 So now I let you hear my voice