Too Much, Too Soon

Too much, too soon
 I'll take a step back and find your room to breathe
 I'm trying hard to scream but the words don't come out
 My head's full of doubt, I'm suffocating here
 But you don't understand, you never understood
 You said, "Do what you want but I won't wait for you"
 But like you'd ever ask for eyes to see
 You're happy chasing make believe
 And you know I'd do anything you ask of me
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 Cold inside these four walls
 Staring at the ceiling
 Too hard to stand to catch my breath
 Too hard for me to lift my head
 And I don't know why my hands are shaking
 And I don't know why my body's aching
 And I don't know much of anything at all
 And I don't know much of anything
 You said, "Do what you want but I won't wait for you"
 But like you'd ever ask for eyes to see
 You're happy chasing make believe
 And you know I'd do anything you ask of me
 I don't know, I don't know why my bones are caving in
 I don't know, I don't know why my hands are shaking
 I don't know, I don't know why my bones are caving in
 I don't know, I don't know why
 I don't know
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 You said, "Do what you want but I won't wait for you"
 But like you'd ever ask for eyes to see (I don't know, I don't know why)
 You're happy chasing make believe (I don't know, I don't know why)
 And you know I'd do anything you ask of me (I don't know, I don't know why)
 I don't know, I don't know why
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 I don't know, I don't know why
 I don't know, I don't know why