Realistic

Nowhere I've been gone
 Tryna find that home that
 That the people keep on talkin 'bout and
 So I venture out and
 Try to scout for
 Places I can stay forever in
 I know that it's not realistic (yeah, yeah)
 But I don't really care about the things
 That seem to sting right in my feelings
 This is not the same as last time
 I hate to think that you're the one
 'Cause honestly I'm so fking done
 I thought that she would care about me
 I guess that I was wrong from the start
 Try to figure it out
 What I'm missing now
 Was it slipping through my fingers again?
 Was it all in my head?
 Were the feelings I felt just fake?
 'Cause I can't really tell anymore
 Nowhere I've been gone
 Tryna find that home that
 That the people keep on talkin 'bout and
 So I venture out and
 Try to scout for
 Places I can stay forever in
 I know that it's not realistic (yeah, yeah)
 But I don't really care about the things
 That seem to sting right in my feelings
 This is not the same as last time