Take This

My walls are crumbling
 My heart is paper-thin
 Feels like I'm paralyzed and I can't breathe
 He made a vow with me
 He swore he'd never leave
 Now his heart's in Your hands but it won't beat
 So where's this peace You promised?
 'Cause right now it feels like fear
 I'm hanging on but if I'm honest
 I can't even feel You near
 So, won't You come and... take this
 I'm begging You to... take this
 Oh, won't You come and... take this
 I'm begging You to... take this
 My life was built on this
 This wreckage can't be fixed
 They say move on but I feel like I'm bound here
 I thought I had his love
 Why wasn't I enough?
 Tell me You have a plan 'cause it's not clear, no
 So where's this peace You promised?
 'Cause right now it feels like fear
 I'm hanging on but if I'm honest
 I can't even feel You near
 So, won't You come and... take this
 I'm begging You to... take this
 Oh, won't You come and... take this
 I'm begging You to... take this
 A glimmer starts growing
 It might be worth hoping for
 See I've still been holding
 On to my life before
 Maybe letting
 Go does not mean giving up
 And finally, I see it
 You can't take this till I let it go
 I'm letting go
 So here's this peace You promised
 As trust breaks through my fear
 And there's still pain but it's not wasted
 I see You were always here