Absolute Threshold

It burns my consciousness and I
 This consumption
 My thoughts scrambled into flashes
 Those images of power
 Of life, of death
 Overloaded, shutdown
 The absolute never
 The absolute never
 Security is opaque
 I'll never grasp safety
 Deviation
 When will I finally learn?
 Exposed I am weak, I am vulnerable
 I crave this addiction
 I crave the taste
 I crave the taste
 You were everything to me
 But still, I question your existence in my life
 Nothing holds true to me
 Nothing is my world
 I've cried, I've screamed as you killed me
 I am the undead, the meaningless
 Forced to compromise all of my values
 A mannequin plastic and lifeless
 Illusions cast into my pitted world
 Was my life ever really mine to decide?
 Or must I crawl in this searing heat
 In this asylum you've always relied on?
 I devour souls
 Stay divine forget me existence
 As for me I remain in solitude til judgement day
 Fear me forever
 Love is a tool to excavate the innocent
 Leave and never look back
 I'll be waiting foot steps away