Akari

Please answer me, man-constructed "heart"
 I've paced back and forth thousands of times, why can I not disappear?
 To be born in futility, to end in contradiction
 The color of molten metal has infiltrated the entire machinery
 Beneath ancient remnants, alone by myself
 Drifting amongst dust
 To witness a blue sky once,
 There is no returning from (hard to erase it from memories)
 Mankind still has more venerations
 The initial protection are just unreliable feelings, I know this
 From the depths of my body, the impulse to destroy
 I suppress with all my will
 To disobey my will, and devise a path to return, ahh
 Please answer me, man constructed "heart", ahh
 I've paced back and forth thousands of times, why can I not die?
 If I could save this world and disappear myself
 I would not be in so much insufferable pain (that I am in now)
 Nevermind if it's only an illusion, because I want to believe ahh
 Can this suffering not be alleviated/healed?
 A sharp light becomes arrows, penetrating the confusion of the era
 Returning peace to the world
 Everything has finally ended. Even my nuts and bolts have been reduced to mud
 A feeble light illuminates the history of the land.