My Application to Heaven

How can you stay focused?
 How can you see straight?
 When your world is seen
 Through a happy rose tint
 I don't think I feel very comfortable
 With your heavy finger on the button
 It makes me really think that you love me more
 Than the woman who labored six hours
 To hold my body in her arms
 In her arms
 Fuck you, Jesus
 I was standing on that field of quick
 The gates of heaven
 For the years of my life I have paid for others love
 A mighty fear of God
 And for years of my life taken
 And the weight upon my shoulders
 And I fear that if I told you
 My love, that fear is forgiven
 As the great book has told
 Then the will of God will overcome
 And scratch me like an ancient
 The will of God will overcome and scratch me like an ancient swarm
 Swear to my God
 Swear to my God
 So I ask to be denied
 Lord, give everyone on this planet
 A chance to defy and to stand strongly on your shoulders
 Let me know when you drop the statement
 Of what you want me to do
 To stand, stand so heavy up for my God
 I fear you won't forgive me like the great book has told
 To stand, stand so heavy up for my God
 I fear you won't forgive me like the great book
 Like the great book has told
 I wish you did exist
 Because I'd part your ass like the Red fuckin' sea
 And fuck you until you bleed