Passion Play

I should not have hid
 where my heart can't follow
 cause this grace gets so far
 and too hard to swallow
 i've been running from Saul,
 he's been giving chase
 when i look in his eyes
 all i see is his face
 are you still on my back
 after all these years?
 chasing my out of hell
 and my nice veeners
 i don't know how you stand
 when you've got no floor
 or how you can breathe
 with your hands on boards
 i just want to be not what i am today
 i just want to be better than my friends might say
 i just want a small part in your passion play
 do you hear when i call
 in the midst of wrong?
 do you hear these here words
 while i sing this song?
 are you caught up in me
 like i heard you say?
 or just some big cashier
 that i'll have to pay